lonely

today on the way back from school i saw a couple on the bus.. they were huging each other near the railing.. this public show of affection did not disgust me.. it actually woke me up to something.. something that has been dormant for so long..

single life can be enjoyable.. going out late at night, not worrying about anything.. but still, there is something thats missing in your heart.. i know i sound stupid.. but i think i AM stupid.. i am stupid to let so many chances pass me by and do nothing about it..

ever since the last time, i told myself that i wont love again.. but it seems that a cupid had decided to play bastard.. i dont want to pretend and act as if i dont care.. because i do.. i do not want to regret this..

if you're reading this, all i ask is that you give me one chance when the time comes.. and i swear that you'll not regret it.. i'll love you with all my heart and soul..

- a short entry that took an hour to type