jelousy

everyone's getting new stuff.. especially cameras.. Dickson just went and bought himself a Canon 30D.. thats 1.6k for the body alone already lah.. and Sharon.. oh my goodness.. she bought herself a Nikon D200(1.8k for body).. WTF!! WHEN IS IT MY TURN!?!??!

all i could afford for today was my long awaited remote control for my useless D40.. i feel so insignificant in VC now.. everyone's got a proper camera and im stuck with a toy.. everyone's talking about the new cameras and lens that they've bought over the weekend and all i've got to do is look and feel sorry for myself.. i actually wanted to get a 50mm 1.8 today.. that lens only costs $170 lah.. and i cant afford even that.. my walk around simlim today was a very hurtful one.. looking at the D300s.. the 40Ds.. the SB800s and the f/2.8 lenses but not being able to afford even the most basic 50mm 1.8 lens.. even if i could afford the damn thing, my joke-of-a-camera cant even autofocus it because it dosent have the internal focusing motor..

im feeling very down at the moment lah.. even when i went to NSRCC to study.. i bowled a few games as well and i cannot help but notice how my brother's got a new optix skull ball.. and what do i have? the oldest bag, strike ball, and spare ball among my whole family.. my brother has 5 balls ok.. how many do i have? 2 old ones.. but who's the better bowler? ME! i just cannot seem to justify that..

anyway, maths was alright today.. im confident of a pass.. went to bugis after school to have my hair cut and to take that painful trip to simlim square.. went back home with dad and then out again to NSRCC to study/bowl.. back home and then out to WhiteSands to study more with Mark